after however foooking long this blog has been not used, its beeen revived !

and i will be making the very first blog in nfi how long =D
so hopefullly you guys and other people will visit often and comment heaps =D

and hopefullly eden willl come backkk and help revivee it

in case you hadn`t noticed, i haven`t been here for awhile.

graduation was 2 days ago - how heartbreaking. not.

last week seems a lifetime ago.

anyways, i have moved back (temporarily perhaps?) to XANGA aka HERE

but i have a feeling i may probably return here very soon..

okay bye bye !

ps ; did you know someone googled "Why do Retards smell funny?" and ended up here ? haha okay anyway bye.

pps ; how frickin' hard is it to start studying ?!?!

you know what i hate .

people who go + ask you for HELP for shit and they make it out to be a *big secret* that nobody can know abt but they still expect you to help them . + yes, because i am failing our pact, vicki (or maybe coz i have nothing better to do lol), i help them, and theyre like *yes i will tell you once you do this for me* even tho there is NO FRKN REASON WHY you should help them . =\  and yes so you do what they want . mayb cos im bored maybe cos im a pushover . haha i dont know . BUT ANYWAY ... so then yorue like err okkk why ? like as a matter of curiosity (or maybe coz im so nosy =b) .. and theyre like *wlel if you find this for me then i`ll tell you why* . like AGN  wtf ?!

well hello i`m not your frkn slave you can fkn do things by yourself now can`t you ? and YES I don`t particularly care if you read this or not bcus you know in actual fact im quite pissed off . stop frkn using ppl & use your brain instead + do things yourself . or at least be nice enough to treat people nicely after theyve helped you do shit . instead of just being annoying . and then to make it worse after youve helped them they just ignore you . isnt it like common courtesy or even simple respect not to just ignore people after they`ve done you a favour + perhaps even PRETEND to continue talking to d person after theyve helpd you ?

IM SORRY BUT I DONT PARTICULARLY ENJOY BEING YOUR STALKING COUNTERPART . geeeeees .

although i do believe i`ll get over this in liek 2 seconds but ANWYAY . moving right along .

... k im done being a bitch .

anyways time flies by heaps quick + i enver do anything at night times . an yes =) isnt that great . school over soon! nooo!

k bye

does anybody come here anymore ? do i even come here anymore ? have i completely forgotten about this blog ? why am i here ? why am i still blogging here ? why do i blog everywhere ? why don`t i care about this blog anymore ? why do people still come here when there are no blogs ? has it really been so long since i last blogged ? why am i asking so many questions ? is anybody even going to bother to read this ? has anybody even read this far ? do people like reading stupid, pointless, boring blogs ? do you like reading stupid, pointless, boring blogs? who are 'you', anyway ? is there even a 'you' here ? or is the 'you' i'm addressing, me ? do i even know what i`m talking about ? do you even know what i`m talking about ? if not, why are you still here reading ? am i talking to myself ? why are there still so many questions ? is life full of questions ? can anybody answer any of these questions ? or maybe even all of these questions ?

no? didn't think so.

Even though I say I don't like instrumentals, there's something about piano music that just gets to me.

And not the stupid piano music by Debussy (lol) or Rachmaninov or however you spell his name. But like ...soppy, contemporary piano ballads. The instrumentals that are nice & slow and make you feel all sad and reminiscy & think of the past.

and the past. I think of how HGHS has shaped who I am as a person. that inner salmon pink & green school ahs definitely impacted on me in ways i cannot even begin to describe, through life experiences, learning, people, friends, etc, etc. many "firsts", and many "lasts", and many "never agains". wow.

as a whole bunch of people are giving dumb remarks like "school's finishing in 3 weeks" and "6 weeks until the hsc", i'm beginning to realise that the End is Near.

and like Tim i think it was .. said a long time ago : it is the beginning of the end

eeeek.

so after 13 years of schooling it's all coming to an end in 3 weeks . it still hasn't really hit me and i don't think it will until the last week - my sense of timing is quite bad.

i don't know! i suppose one thing i will not miss is the two faced, bitchiness of those at my school (or perhaps only in my grp lol) or will i?

you'd think after 6 years of being together we'd be able to stfu + stop being so two-faced, but nope. :) no way. :) haha but i suppose that's what makes us err so different.

anyway. after talking to somebody today i realise it is time to Begin to Study.

although today is the day i've been looking forward to since before trials, since I have finally finished my HSC French Continuers' and Extension Speaking, i realise there's no time for a break

tho i doubt i will be able to sotp giving myself one

SIGHHHH.

oh well goodbye

in my mind's eye, i see lines being drawn on the page.
my finger lives out my fantasies.
as my eyes draw straight lines, my mind creates obtuse angles.
those, which start from the bottom of the page, hit the right hand side of the page, and then subtend an obtuse to the paragraph.
i see words in the shape of small balls with little animals trapped inside, and i see my finger as the liberator of these small animals.

i close my eyes. i see more little glowing balls, arranged in a rectangular shape. and i see myself, shooting at those little balls and freeing those small animals.

i think i'm addicted, puzzle bobble.

I discovered my new love on Wednesday, 22nd August, 2007. by Thursday, i had the game happily installed on my phone, and was playing it every lesson =)

I am going to fail the HSC.

since that day, i`ve charged my phone four times at home & twice at school.

yes, i am that lame i actually bring my charger to school now =( . ...and stfu, it was my first time today.

bahahah T_T either my battery is the shithouse or i shouldve played games on my phone before so my battery got used to the extra pressure =( .

en fait, je suis dans la merde pour l'epreuve de samedi. j'aime pas l'extension . mon langage n'est pas assez sophistique.

I am actually quite screwed for my speaking exam on Saturday. I don't like French Extension. my language isnt sophisticated enoguh T_T

This blog is dying in my heart. </3

Ca me semble qu'il faut que je prenne sur soi. mais. je ne veux pas.

je veux partager tout avec toi. FUCK.

que je viens de lire m'a ecrase. c'est possible? je ne savais pas.

that`s it.

la fin.

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Je suis dechiree. merci beaucoup.

My net is slow it`s like it`s been capped! but it`s slower than being capped! ..which is really quite a wonderful thing (not).

anyways :} finished paperwork for EE2 + submitted all my stuff :} whoohoo it`s alllll over

EXCEPT. it left me with this:

now does anyone see something a tad strange with this ? gee, i don`t know. MAYBE IT`S THE FACT THAT ..er look at the cost. i didn`t even know our library could fine us >=

lol . i don`t even remember getting the bloody first library notice. AND I thought it was only 6 days overdue. didn`t realise it wasn`t july anymore til my sister pointed it out .__.

anyways i got Legal and 3u maths back today. screwed up 3u maths just as i expected - BUT ! like i said, "i'd be happy if i got over 45%" (which was the weighting for this paper.) AND I DID. HAHAHAHA so yes i`m happy . anyways :)

i was also teh proud for my legal considering i didn`t study, but farrell obviosuly thinks i didn`t do so well. *i am disappointed eden ! your ranking couldve been better but you didnt do so well* . OH WELL i didnt drop ranks so sucks to be you

ALTHOUGH I COULD MENTION A CERTAIN GIRL WHO LIKES SCABBING MARKS . omfg stop taking my paper & trying to steal more marks SO YOU CAN BEAT ME. T_T you stupid stupid girl ._.

okay that sounds quite immodest : but srsly . okay no comment.

anyways . moving right along (: i`m getting English back tomrorow! yiippee (: isn`t that great. i`m eggcited.

i`ve also got FRENCH CONTINUERS SPEAKING on saturday . parlez-vous francais ? (:

i was walking past the languages corridor to get to maths & i saw my french teacher teaching year 8 so i waved. she jumps out and is like "EDEN COME HEREEEEE"

so i come in ... and before i know it...

une conversation (en francais / in french)

mme: speak to me in french! that way the year 8s will be impressed + think they can speak like you and they`ll be encouraged cos atm they think i`m a bitch cos i just screamed at some girl
me: .. err .. so am i just sposed to be speaking in french ? i don`t even know what i`m sposed to say .. is this right ?!
mme: YES YES KEEP GOING .. KEEP ON TALKIgn .. KEEEEEP ON TALKING!!

i was planning on taking photos after trials, which i did (: & i was pondering whehter i should chuck em here or on xanga, but since photobucket is being a bitch, off to xanga i go (:

..maybe if i bother to upload them. my blog entries are yawnsville. verbalising is a chore & renders me tired in the process.

bey bye.

English Extension 2 nearly finished!

OMG finally. I am thrilled. I handed in my Major Work & Reflection Statement & Bibliography Monday morning (although it's due on Wednesday - if you hand it in on Monday, the school binds it for you - very nice aye), but the Major Work wasn't read over.

Reason? Sunday night, Drayton was too tired & had to go to sleep, so she said that if I wanted her to look over my final changes (which included a title page, and the rewriting of a paragraph) I'd have to wait for her to look at it on Monday, which meant I couldn't get it bound at school on Monday. Which meant I'd have to go and bind it myself.

cos i'm lazy & i know nothing about binding & where to go to get it done, i opted for the former - i'd hand in my mw minus proofreading (incl. my own proofreading coz im lazy & i cbf to reread my own lol) and hope for the best.

THEN TODAY YOU KNOW WHAT I FIND OUT?!

like fucking NOBODY handed in their major work on monday. which should`ve meant everyone else binds it by themselves and hands it in on wednesday.

but nooo . ffs almost everyone was late & disorganised &shit all so the teacehrs took pity on them & went and bound people`s major works today instead.

how fucking retarded is that : so i slaved my ass off (not really) and got my major work ready for monday .. without even getting a final proofread of it, and it turns out i can get it bound on tuesday

GAY MUCH !? OMFG . and what abt those other people who actually went off + did what the teacehr said they had to do, and paid for it to get bound on tuesday ? so they didnt work on it all day tuesday, but finished it monday night ?

as opposed to those people who came to school today all flustered + did the final reworkings of their major work ? and then got the school to bind it for them?

IM SORRY, but i shit on you (and not in a japanese way either) . you damn lucky people .__.

THATS SO GAY . i was suggesting before that they shouldve got all the bindings done on tuesday cos it only takes a couple of minutes to bind a major work, but my frd was like narh its unfair for the people wh oare ready on monday

HI. IM READY ON MONDAy. fuck you allll . no i kid.

yes yes i understand the school was just trying to minimise stress levels for those who haven`t finsihed. and it`s INCREDIBLY nice of them & all, but i`m just annoyed i couldn`t even get mine looked over cos "i`d have to go and get it bound myself" . err like WHERE ?! (yeh i`m not as smart as them to know to go to officeworks :p and i`m not as great as those people who have binders at their house)

and i found a COMMA OUT OF PLACE on my RS AFTER i handed it in. OMFG T_T (yes a comma, big whoop. but i`m anal. and SO ARE THE MARKERS!) ..and i thought of a better ending AFTER i handed it in (tho i doubt i wouldve changed it nayway)..and to REITERATE id idnt get Drayton to reread my fianl draft!

gah

and i srsly cbf to do my journal. i wanted to blog but i gues i really do have nothing to blog abt (and its soo weird seeing entries that aren`t mine =O haha david)

strange thing is, im not even that pissed abt it. ..yes, despite that rant.

anyway, i gta catch up on a month's worth of work in 2 hrs (cos i must "stop work by 12am" HAHA. yeh right)

but its okay =) 1 unit will be down the drain tomrorow . not that it`ll make much of a difference in the grand scheme of things.

BYE BITCHES.